Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Buckets,,, they come in buckets...

hmmm.. well amid all the work.. i still find myself somehow alive. haha

good thing is the group assignments seem to be taking shape and so far, as far as i can tell, drawing from the comments the tutors have said.. our grps, esp the ICT one, seem to be on the right track... PBL is being irritating as usual but whatevr.

i have not started on my individual assignments yet.. 2 1000 words essay on Ed Psy.. my god.. well i will start soon..

cant wait for this 2 weeks to b over.. for that wld mean all the projects n assignments r handed in and done.. n all i have to worry abt are the test papers ... strange ar.. i actually do not fear the test papers as much as i fear the assignments.. gosh..

so the stress builds up...

but i shall try to see the 'silver lining'...
for one.. HOCC has finally came to a decision on the whole MJ saga.. glad to put that behind me.. and move on in life... and hopefully everyone will move on... i think i did my best.. managed to come to a decision that is good for hall and participants.. but of course the decision made will never please everyone, that is why we have a commitee... to decide on a final say..

i thought i handled it quite well...

another.. is that canoeing training has been suspended ... haha.. i know i know.. i m and still passionate abt canoeing.. i really do wanna master my strokes.. n all.. n i do fantasize abt getting fitter and buff .. and getting a medal .. haha.. but for now.. seeing how everythng is like clashing up down left right center.. it is good that i can finally take a breather and concentrate on things that need attention...

things like school work.. not saying i forsake those.. always have been giving attention to work but now is the time to give 110% attention to it.. haha

so i hereby promise.. i wil put back the 100% into canoeing after the tests and assignment.. yar
afterall i dun wan to lose my tan =P

on the other hand.. it also allows me to settle some other things in life..
once again. i come to a pt where i must ask myself which is more impt in life...

Hall.. or ... otherwise..

this time round though.. i tink there is no compromise..
but well i try my best to please all sides yar..

i hope everything will b fine.. and turn out fine..
sigh...

the truth is.. one just does not leave everything hanging.. or drop everything.. however noble we think ourselves to be.. things just do not work that way..

but i will try..

just hope all these will have a happy ending...
and i wish kl will b back soon.. haha.. its hard not to have someone to pour troubles to..



i wil keep smiling.. =)

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