The Beholder sees all....

I will start on my NIE service learning project soon.. sigh...
just cant find the energy or the will because seriously it is not counted towards our GPA... and some people just dun care abt it... aka as usual not everyone is pulling their own weight..

argh!

I used to put in my full energy in doing this service learning thing or otherwise known as GESL.. but ever since my fren told me that it does not count towards GPA and also by seeing some of my grp members not doing their share.. i kinda cant be bothered too.. nonetheless i still did my part..

good thing is at least my programs sub-com the ppl r nice ppl who do their work.. if not i wld hav pmsed and probably screwed it all.. haha its good to work with nice ppl.. its good to work with nice ppl who do their work.. haha..

ok bah.. shall not bitch abt GESL... its going to be over by 14th dec.. so yar.. endure, do a gd job n fuck it afterwards..

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on a side note.. and i know i really should not think about this, esp since some of my friends have not even finished their exams yet.. but i really really kinda wannna know what my results are.. lolz...

by talking to some ppl.. i just suddenly have this urge to fast forward time and just find out how did i do... n get it over n done with.. a personal thought i have is if in this first sem, i am able to fulfill my results aims (which obviously i have set aims).. then it kinda vindicates me that i am still able to juggle my many committments btween, NIE, Hall and Canoeing.. if i fail to fulfill my aims, then i will have to make the painful decision to drop some.. sigh.. and frankly i rather not..

also theres some issue of pride.. lolz... i cannot and will not lose out to 'some people'...
but thats not really the point...

crossover crossover crossover

so the wait goes on and on i guess..

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brighter note!.. sunday is the day my life changed.. after wearing specs for i think more than a decade.. i finally went for lasik surgery.. haha the operation was itself very short.. 15min n thats it.. but it felt long.. to me, i felt it was not as painless as they say it is. lolz.. rather uncomfortable actually.. and the recovery as usual is rather long n irritating..

thank goodness for lubricating eyedrops.. haha

so now my vision is near perfect.. i typing this entry wo wearing specs .. but there is fuzzy feeling abt it.. its like i m looking thru a crying eye.. lolz.. doctor said it will take 2 weeks to clear up.. and 3 mths for total recovery...

so i shall wait.. n b patient.. n not be paranoid..
and above all.. i will take care of my eyes..
haha

it is amusing, well at least for myself, when i feel something on my eye.. and i wld reach for my specs, only that theres no specs on my eyes.. lolz.. its like some phantom feeling of specs on the bridge of my nose.. freaky ar.. lolz.. guess need some time to get used to it..

it shall be interesting life after lasik... i can canoeing wo fear.. do cheer wo fear.. run wo hassle.. and well hopefully look good =P