i got this feelin in me

this week has been well interesting... it has managed to irritate me and excite me at the same time..

got alot of things to say.. but well dun really wanna say it out..
abit of why bother saying it feeling...

i guess i shall just use the same way of dealing with everything.. and tats to work it out by myself n somehow i will find a way.. haha i always do.. i tink.. =)

anyway.. in way of assignment.. those shitty NIE assignments are finally moving on.. haha.. i m left with just one more written assignment.. funny thats the one which i seriously dun know wad to do with.. lolz.. the rest are done n in the can, just need some refining will do..

for the whole wk.. because of various reasons has been not sleeping alot.. lolz average sleeping time was 4am plus.. thnk goodnes i start lesson late. so usually can get abt max 5 hours sleep. which is not too bad.. haha.. still able to function properly and not yet burning out.. but tired nonetheless..

thnk goodness i dun need to do my projectwork proposal liao.. one burden settled n done with. was glad that most of my grp mates found the proposal to their liking, brought a smile to my face.. haha.. i m quite pleased with my written assignments.. haha.. though i seriously dun wanna compare my work with others, coz i seriously dun wan to stress myself for nothing.. haha..

i do think i need to refine them just abit..

oh yar lastly... theres JCRC.. the hall ver. of a student council.. everything in that front goes well.. so i m not actually worried abt that.. rather i worried abt well the choice i m abt to make.. i have finally really come to the crossroad..

the JCRC way is now open no longer blurred.. and well DB way is well always opened... so.. i kinda decided by various reasons that i will give up DB in favour of Hall JCRC.. oh the side note.. somewhere in my heart.. i do wanna stay on in DB, i mean i been training for close to a mth, met ppl and made some frens.. n i liked the feeling of been pushed to the limit.. but...sometimes ppl are 'pushed' to make certain choices.. so hence i m now clearly working towards JCRC..

on a sidenote.. i still have interest in watersports, eg kayaking n db.. so in light of keeping fit n all... i m considering of joining NTU's canoeing.. where the training i heard is not too fierce like DB.. and also i feel more natural there being trained in canoeing.. lolz.. since i know nuts of DB strokes...

hopefully this will work out somehow..

other things bugs me... n well irritated me.. this wk i felt something that i have not felt for such a long time liao.. haha i almost mistaken it for something else.. but ...

i dun know.. theres so many things to tink abt.. to interpret..

"i will find a way.. or make one myself"