Halling..

heyo world!
its the 2nd wk of NIE life... 2nd wk of hall16..

already i feel abit stressed.. haha i mean how can u not feel stressed when ppl do their tutorials b4 even going for tutorial classes... and not to mention those people who use very very difficult words when writing a reflection essay to b posted on an online forum..

gosh...

i must admit to this lah.. i was actually using a dictionary the other day just to make sure i put a few decent vocab words into my reflection. haha.. in a way its quite funny, you know a reflection is supposed to be your personal thinking, yet people (me included) are choking it with such lofty words. haha either our minds are damm complicated whereby we used complicated words whenever we think.... or well the other reason i shall not say bah.. haha

not to mention there are those who i think take very extreme stands when writing their reflection. there is this guy in one of my classes, he is so utopian thinking, always saying yes and saying its possible to achieve this and that. i myself am not that kind of person, personally i think he is alittle naive, the truth is sometimes somethings just cannot be applied to everyone... even if that something is actually good for everyone.. but you got to see the situation first.

i wonder whether its because i taught in DZPS that caused me to think this way...

then again, i must say DZPS did open my big fat eyes to many things... hmmmm

oh! and the worst thing is in order not to lose out, i got to also think or act like them. i think now i finally understand what my brother meant by university life can be rather screwed up at times. Brother knows best ... haha

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On the other hand, its nice that the hall people are still normal. Normal in a sense that still can talk to them, make merry and have fun. although i think we are all getting busier and busier, which is fine by me. lolz... nowadays, i find myself worrying about my tasks that i left behind whenever i go for some outings. lolz. guess the pain of A levels really changed me and i am really REALLY determined not to let history repeat itself.

ok blast away all those awful memories...

if there is one thing that bugs me about hall, its the increasing talk on how to stay in hall for another year. haha. there are so many ways, some tougher, some easier and .... some are just plain crazy ones. i kind of gathered information from quite a number of people liao and i still do not know which way to go. ok i know.. those who know me well. i tend to like to gather all information before i take a step. think think think.. oh wellz... i guess time will tell in the end rite? haha

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as for the other things that are bugging me.. well i will tell you in person yar

oh should i go for DB training on monday?lolz... ok i know.. random

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ok got to go prepare for lessons and lunch!!!